Wednesday, July 20, 2005

My Day

DONT GET ME WRONG HERE, but am i missing something, or did i just not get the memo that explains today as the day for everybody to pick on john and blame all their problems and irritations on him for no apparent reason other than the fact that he seems to be willing to go to the effort to make things right and noone should be that happy after working 13.5 hrs straight so everybody gang up on him and make him have a bad day! Like some sort of ying-yang-istic viscious circle i try to be encouraging and of real assitance and all i'm getting is slapped around! Seems to me like some sort of narcicistic, embryonic, nihilistic revenge is in order.

(Disclaimer: i have no idea what any of those words mean at this moment. they just sound really, really bad, not to mention, they roll of the tongue rather nicely. try it!)

1 comment:

Briana said...


3 entries found for narcissistic.
nar·cis·sism ( P ) Pronunciation Key (närs-szm) also nar·cism (-szm)
Excessive love or admiration of oneself. See Synonyms at conceit.
A psychological condition characterized by self-preoccupation, lack of empathy, and unconscious deficits in self-esteem.
Erotic pleasure derived from contemplation or admiration of one's own body or self, especially as a fixation on or a regression to an infantile stage of development.
The attribute of the human psyche charactized by admiration of oneself but within normal limits.

em·bry·on·ic ( P ) Pronunciation Key (mbr-nk) also em·bry·on·al (mbr--nl)
Of, relating to, or being an embryo.
also em·bry·ot·ic (-tk) Rudimentary; incipient: an embryonic nation, not yet self-governing.

ni·hil·ism ( P ) Pronunciation Key (n-lzm, n-)
An extreme form of skepticism that denies all existence.
A doctrine holding that all values are baseless and that nothing can be known or communicated.
Rejection of all distinctions in moral or religious value and a willingness to repudiate all previous theories of morality or religious belief.
The belief that destruction of existing political or social institutions is necessary for future improvement.
also Nihilism A diffuse, revolutionary movement of mid 19th-century Russia that scorned authority and tradition and believed in reason, materialism, and radical change in society and government through terrorism and assassination.
Psychiatry. A delusion, experienced in some mental disorders, that the world or one's mind, body, or self does not exist.

intresting choice of words, lol...
- Vanilla